First, we applaud you for your acute awareness of the dichotomy you are feeling – that of balancing your awareness of spirituality and what you see as a struggle with human conditions. Although you may not fully sense it, you are progressing toward that version of yourself that is more aligned with faith, optimism, and universal flow. In fact, these recent emotional upsets and releases are actually releasing old block and resistance.
To accelerate your progress, you are encouraged to place your focus – of words, thoughts, and actions – on healing and positivity. Find the advantage in every situation you are currently facing and speak of it only from that angle. In doing so, you will find that you feel lighter and less burdened, and thus tip the scale more toward that version of reality you are seeking.